Here's my problem, I know I need a good spanking. A really good one. I've been reading your website for a few days now and I love it. I have touched on the subject lightly with my man. He understands the idea and we are going to talk about it after a certain event coming up in our lives is finally past so we can move on. The problem is right now I feel it I know I need a good ripping into for the years and years of needing it and not getting one. However I don't know why I feel like I need it, I just know that I do. Which makes it really hard to possibly try to explain to him why I need him to spank me, even if it's just this once. Would someone tell me possible reasons why I feel I need this so much? Why it would help me. I know that it would I just don't know how or why. If I understand it better maybe I could finally explain to him why I need it.